It has been 9 months since I was thrown from him and I have done a lot of soul searching. Firstly, he came home from the facility and negativity that I had subjected him too. Secondly, we walked away from everything and anything work wise. We spent the winter getting to know each other again and forgiving each other for the mistakes that we made. And I put him in front of a round bale and told him to fill his guts and put some weight back on. A 15.2hh Canadian will weigh 1400 pounds and look fit... Let's just say he was far from that...

I had his body worker go over him on Saturday. She was amazed at how well he was doing at home. She said that Tuddy looked better physically, and he felt better energy wise. We sat and had quite the chat about my experience with him last year and how I had come close to absolutely failing him. Living in anxiety at the place he was at, always knowing that it wasn't his home, and having to behave a certain way and not have anyone take his character and personality into consideration was killing him. And me. There was a lot more going on behind the scenes at the place he was at than I knew about, which I found out later. Let's just say I will always question where the dent in his face came from. Nuff said.

I have yet to get back on this horse. My body worker asked me if I wanted to hop on when she was out, and I said yep, but we got as far as just laying over him. The flashback of getting flung was a little too much for me so that is as far as we went.
Just a couple pictures from the other day. We are getting there. It will happen.
Thanks for letting me share..
There - I officially sat on him, lol!
Looking at something in the yard...